sometimes, I hate myself for not being able to take care of myself, but instead relying on others for support. I keep feeling bad when my friends have to take time off to help me, and i'm helpless. but i was told not to feel bad, unless I know that i wouldnt have done the same thing if I were them. yet i told them that they would feel the same way if they were me too. why???
i'm getting more angsty these days.. shit happens to me every time a new semester starts. is being able to grapple with day to day activities and studies not enough to show i'm strong? must there always be some obstacle that keeps obstructing my way of life, giving me extra challenges? I don't wanna continue lagging in my studies.. i wanna work hardd.. prove myself right. i know im strong..
JIAYOU!! for the race against time.. and maybe the race come end feb ihg which I hope to be able to run.
on another note, RH has realli realli nice ppl.. love all my friends there. how can I bear to leave that place. a few months more.. I'm secretly wishing I can stay next year but what about my other obligations? to my family members?
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